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Wednesday, November 16, 2011

never expect
never assume
never ask
&
never demand
just let it be...
because if its meant to be
it will be...

Monday, November 7, 2011

so my eyes opened the other day at how i am definitely not appreciating where I am enough.
This was a week of decisions...
deciding whether I should go home and save a little more and come back and finish my last two semesters..or just have faith that the money would come. This week I worked at Turtle Bay Resort 4 days in a row for some families :) enough to pay for some gas and car repairs...
I have always been a good saver. But it's hard to save when you need the money right away for rent and bills and gas and school and projects and car parts etc...
so i'll be in hawaii once again after christmas. . .
Theres still so much to do! We have done a ton of adventurous stuff but everyday I hear about something new I would like to do.
So next semester I have all my classes on Monday, Wed, Friday...so i'll have tons of time to work and play.

The past few weeks have been a little confusing-trying to figure out some stuff...& finding out my family is moving back to Ohio definitely put a little twist on things... But I just realized that sometimes you have to make a choice and stick with it. And Heavenly Father will confirm it was the right one, with time. I hope I receive that confirmation. It's rough because a part of me hurts inside for having to let someone go for a little while... but it just has to happen. I don't know why...but it does.

I understand the purpose of life more than ever. Brit&i find ourselves having deep discussions or funny conversations about life with our friends...but in all reality I am really figuring out what I want in life. I dream of the day I'll have my very own little family. I dream of the struggling days with my future husband & the first step my future child will take. There's so many things to look forward too...right around the corner.

I am happy.