It does sometimes take Sundays to kinda kick me back into gear. Brit and I sang a duet in church today... "where can I turn for peace". The first verse says, " where can I turn for peace where is my solace...when other sources cease to make me whole... Where with a wounded heart anger or malace, I draw my apart searching my soul" I honestly feel like our world is constantly seeking happiness- which is an amazing thing. But it's so easy to look for it inthe wrong places... And most of the time we do it unconsciously. It's so important That one does not look to the "worldly pleasures" just to satisy themselves temporarily. I had a hard kinda frustrating night a couple weeks back- And I walked in chandlers room. He was sleeping so peaceful in his ohio state buckeyes Room. I laid by him and felt at peace. My heart just overfilled with love- I have to say I don't think I'll ever forget that moment. I kissed him on the cheek and he didn't say "ew" or run away :) I love the little blessings in life we receive when we stop for a few seconds and think or do something small but special.

whoah! Theres a lot of exciting things about to happen. I am a little nervous for once in my life. I am moving to Hawaii on Tuesday - studying business and a few other minor details involving someone returning home.... :) I don't have many plans but I am so excited to see what God has planned for me